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Irrational writing

Yes i love it… i love to write when someone is not ready to listen… and many times it happens that everybody wants to listen but not those words you want say… when i was a child I always had a fear of being neglected, being hated, being unheard… but now i am an adult, an adult to force people to listen me, to care for me and to love me, and you know what, I even don’t like this turning of tables… because now i am adult, people’s love have transformed into lust, their attraction is focused on a self which I never wanted to be focused…. Now i don’t want to be listened , I don’t want to be cared for, I want to be… At this stage i can not figure out what i actually want to do…

Words can not express my feelings, or to be precise i can not manage my words to express my feelings, This is the dilemma of every Pakistan youth nowadays… We do not know what to do, how to do and even What we want to do….


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Someone asked me about sorrow…. If someone thinks that he can describe this single word in his own words…. he is the biggest fool of the world. It can not be explained, it can just be felt, from the core of your heart, from the shiny layer of your eyes,through your gossip, through your smile….

It can be a tear in  your eyes, it can be your smothered moans, it can be your crazy laugh. It can be your rubbish chit chat, your strive to hide… Whatever it is, it must be obvious, obvious to those persons who claim that they love you…

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The Third World Man… his inner conflict

The Third World Countries are the hottest topic in every comfortable lounge and every luxurious sitting room.Their energy crisis,political instability,terrorism etc. But what a common third world man thinks and feels, is important to no one. And this is the behaviour which is not permitting the situation to be improved. Actually what a common third world man thinks is  more important than what he experiences. Because this is his mind,not his circumstances which leads him to anarchy.

The third world man is facing three types of pressure,the modern world,the liberal extreme and the fundamentalists. Starting from the fundamentalists,which are from different categories,we can actually map out his mental conflict.  

The fundamentalists, either religious or nationalists are always the main and most disturbing factor in every third world country.The most problematic thing is their misinterpretation to the religion and the national cause. When this distorted picture of one’s beloved and religion  and nations is painted in front of him,he suffers from a severe pain. And he contacts the so-called liberals of his society.

The next step of crushing belongs to the liberal extremists. Being a part of the same society,the so-called liberals do not know what actually liberalism is. Their only skill  is based on mocking the religion,the national cause and the culture. And they are very successful doing this. They pull the string from the other end by describing that no religion, no culture and no values are needed to live a progressing peaceful life. Their concept of freedom is not fit for any rational mind. And here comes the third step of depression, the modern world.

The modern world, progressing and flourishing in its own ways exerts more pressure on common man’s mind. When he sees that a world around him is prospering without any  of religious, national or liberal fanatics and his own beloved nation is surrounded by its inner ant outer enemies his depression reaches to the climax.

So what do you think he is going to be ? An artist,a scientist,a nobel prize holder???

The situation of woman is worse and will be discussed later